I turned it over in my hand
This broken piece
Of self
Traced the cracks
Noted the gaps
Counted the missing particles
Now marking
A pristine floor
A broom passed by
Grabbing flecks that soiled
This hallowed place.
Its bristles shush
My shameful grief
Watching
In silence
I should have protested
asked for time
Told my story
Before
This piece of self
Crumbled
And I was left to mourn.
Alone
Or so perceived
Untill
Generous Silence
Gave them back to me
Cupped
In recognition
Bound tightly
With the string of memories
As I prayed
He gave no rebuke
As bits poured into my hands
Losing fragments
Between hesitant fingers
He helped me count the loss
That again littered marble paths
Highlighted against its wealth
As human filth
He waited
Cupping tears that spilled
Adding his own to the soiled floor
Besmirched in regrets as thick as aged blood
Patient
He shushed the onlookers
Ready to jeer the fallen
Then I was ready
He pulled each speck to himself
Dirtying his own hands to lift my loss
Into his apron furled
It was him who shook my remnant free
Of any last dust
It was my King who carried my shame
Out the door
And when returned
Knowing it no more
©2022 Mary Grace van der Kroef
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